I have had the worst insomnia problems lately and I don’t know what to do about it.
it’s been bad in the past but never have I had a bout of it that’s this bad.
the longest stretch was 4 days, 4 nights with no hours of sleep at all; I actually started to hallucinate, felt completely like I was losing my shit. the 12 hours or so of sleep I’ve managed to get since then still haven’t managed to soothe my nerves.
it might be connected to anxiety? that can happen, right? hopefully I can invest in some xanax in 2 weeks or so. until then, I’m screwed.
❝Oberyn was ever the viper. Deadly, dangerous, unpredictable. No man dared tread on him. I was the grass. Pleasant, complaisant, sweet-smelling, swaying with every breeze. Who fears to walk upon the grass? But it is the grass that hides the viper from his enemies and shelters him until he strikes.❞
(Source: grinninggwynplaine, via kawabiala)